Melbourne!!!

Well I sorta just got back from a four day holiday to Melbourne and I have to say I had an awesome time. The only problems I can think off are we needed more people and more money. I haven't really blogged in a while so I should at least write a fair amount tonight. Well recently at college I've starting liking some girl who absolutely has an amazing body which I know is weird but seriously its really hot. She doesn't believe me that I think this but she can think what she likes all I know is that I like it ;) hahaha. Well anyway its been a while since I first starting having my eyes glued on her and basically things have moved lets just quicker than I expected and I guess in Melbourne we almost went too far too soon. Luckily we didn't get to that step which deep inside I'm sorta thankful for. Like I'll admit she does get the blood running downstairs and maybe a little too often at times. I dunno really as a guy I shouldn't be thinking like this but this is what I want and something I must keep in order to fulfill a promise I made to someone I loved dearly. I want this relationship to last with her. She cool. Shes got a license, drives me insane, lets me look at other girls and voice opinion (strange I reckon as I haven't met anyone like this but the upside she's also different), Different, can hold her drink, loves her shopping, and gosh does she love to  torment me and best of all a personality I could seriously die for. Those three little words that I wish I had the guts to say to her would be weird because I guess as soon as I say it I'm gonna start using it loosely. I really should be sleeping as I'm meeting up with her at 7am tomorrow. Meh, I;m actually starting to enjoy blogging away here. I haven't really told a lot of people about my current relationship status because I have certain people in my life that will fuck it up for me so basically the less people know about it the better it is for them and for me. I guess I learnt the first time after some girl I used to like decided ...actually she didn't decide shit and let her friends do all the work for her basically she could never make her mind up about the relationship and I did because of the fucking fake messages her slutty friends were giving me. So basically things didn't end nicely. I got hurt hard and I still cop the blame. Anyway back to the happy side of life. Few nights ago in Melbourne I had a D&M with her and and this wasn't a normal D&M. This one is the kinda one you keep to yourself and that one person and came straight from deep deep down. I mean I finished in tears from it. Seriously I haven't been like this since my dad passed 2 years ago and you know. I actually feel more closer and more open to her. I'm still at that stage of I dunno or should I?. I wanna build it up to the stage where you know you can do anything (well not anything) and be sure they (partner) are not gonna get upset or chuck a monkey poo over it. I wish I had lucky charms then I would get one and give it to her LOL. Too bad the only one I've got is a number....No. 12. Today on the plane she passed me a parcel (M&M's) haha. I thought about doing the freight train but I don't think any of us are talented enough, and M&M's aren't the best for this. Skittles are so much better they got more slide to them. FUCK ME DEAD her bestie thinks I'm a sweet talker...FML...wtf is a sweet talker. Honestly I'll admit I like to flirt because it's fun and I've grown up being like this, but sweet talker? thats just fucked ROFLMAO. Oh well not much I can do. Like I rather Sweet talk as it is so called then just be normal all the time. Like yeah normal is fine but its boring and C'mon flirting brings out laughter and I love to make people laugh and smile. I absolutely hate it when people have the shits or are upset especially when its over me. Anyway I'm off to bed. I shall blog soon hopefully. chow